Sunday, February 4

I HATE MYSELF.

i need to cry. i need to blog. i need to scream.
if not i'll seriously go crazy.

everything's my fault. i'm the one that put in effort and did my part, even more than that, and i got shit and got screwed. someone's forever the angel, all nice and cool, while i'm the fucking devil that sucks and is evil.

i'm forever the one who's not so nice and not so good. everybody else gets the better deal. me? i get shit.

the world is so cruel and harsh. i dun understand why i have to go through all this shit over and over again. giving me experience is not the excuse. why is it so unfair?! i din not commit any crime and i've not harmed ppl. why must u do this to me?!

the world is so competitive. u have to kill each other to fight for wad u wan. ppl dun think for you. u have to think for urself. being kind and considerate don't work. being selfish does.

i thought i could take it all in my stride, but i can't. not anymore. say goodbye to me. i'm losing it.

*GERA|CHIFFON sCreaMed @
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